first smiles

im 99% positive i got my first "real" smiles today. of course, it was during a diaper change but who says a boy cant be happy getting his junk wiped :)

i was trying to distract him with a teddy bear his grammie and grampie got him the day after he was born. its a cute white one wearing a blue t shirt that states where colin was born. super cute and soft. i was making kissing sounds and pressing it against his lips. when all of a sudden, he perked right up and smiled. *sigh* my heart swelled.

these are the moments you wait for. these are the moments that make me see past the pooped on fingers, peed on clothes and covered head to toe in vomit ;) (yes son, you definately surprised mummy when everything sitting in your belly projectile vomited all over me. good thing daddy was home to help because i sure didnt know what to do, hehe.)

so at one month old you shared your gorgeous little smile. you know the one. the one which didnt mean "haha i got gas" or "oooh crapping my pants than sitting in it sure feels so good". this was an actual, "haha, my mums funny" kind of smile. i look forward to a lifetime of those baby boy. so continue to share them with the world!

i love you darlin'

xo

mummy